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Being advised to sign off of work because of stress and exhaustion is such a great feeling.
Being told by my parents that i have nothing to be stressed or exhausted about is also great... because to them my sister is the only one who is effected by stress... i love my sister but i get stressed as well.

Worrying about money all the time is also a fucking great feeling. Being told that i cannot be supported financially or get my travel covered in my third year, my most important year is such an amazing feeling. Telling the people around me i am struggling and to be told education is for the rich! feels amazing!

Being told your whole life you need to know what you want to do, finally finding your purpose, finding yourself and then being told you cannot do it feels great!

I am finding this is effecting my art in a way, my draw to repetition i.e. repeat pattern is connected to what feels like a mundane, repetitive life. And the only spark of light is art. So maybe i should take a step back not just in art but in my life. Break the block that is preventing progression... but how?


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  1. DEMart@design24 May 2016 at 14:13

    Ha seems sparks are flying in our class this week lol.. Chin up tho cat... Things always work out... Xx

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